No words to describe , what exactly is happening with me, my life.
Why are we so dependent on others for everything in life?
Why cant one just be by himself?
This interdependence is what is life all about. At times, I keep wondering why do we really need security in life?
Why does one feel insecure about anything?
How does one feel completely secure?
Life is so uncertain yet we keep striving hard to look for certainty in life, something that one can hardly find.
We love, we care, we share, we smile, we laugh, we weep . God has kept a balance of all this in our lives. Yet each one of us keep complaining about life. There is a close friend of mine, rather, "the love of my life" who always says, I wish why do we wish so much????
This is so true for all of us. Why cant one be satisfied with one's life?
We always do wish for more and more and when our wishes don't get fulfilled, we complain.
I too wish to see some certainty in life. I am happy enough with the set of special people in my life... but why cant they be stable in my life, why does one go away or even try to come even more closer.
These small things matter a lot. I had promised myself to be upfront enough to people so that I don't get hurt or feel sad about anything in the course of dealing with people. But this is like a task for me. I just cant do it and even if I do, I see to it that I undo the same somehow. A very close friend had once told me that learn to say no, learn to speak out your views and opinions , which I do to some extent but when it comes to expectations of my people from me, I cant really compromise on that, I want to meet each of their expectations. But again, not at the cost of hurting myself.
But I end up doing that .
Why is one not sure enough about things?
Why does confusion exist in this world?
All of a sudden , it seems like, I am buried under a heap of rocks of confusion
and there is no way i can come out of it.
I want to breathe free, i want to escape from this discomfort.
I want to live a simple life, no complications involved.
I don't wish to run away from my problems, I am ready to face them all, but yes I want this to end soon.
I wish to get a solution to all of this.
I do not want to discuss about all of this to anyone.
I do not want to crib over and over again.
I do not want to be a pain in someone's life.
If I were wrong somewhere, I am really sorry for it.
I just wish to be strong enough to say a No, and with that and I do not wish to hurt my loved one's.
I hope I soon get over this with feeling.
Why are we so dependent on others for everything in life?
Why cant one just be by himself?
This interdependence is what is life all about. At times, I keep wondering why do we really need security in life?
Why does one feel insecure about anything?
How does one feel completely secure?
Life is so uncertain yet we keep striving hard to look for certainty in life, something that one can hardly find.
We love, we care, we share, we smile, we laugh, we weep . God has kept a balance of all this in our lives. Yet each one of us keep complaining about life. There is a close friend of mine, rather, "the love of my life" who always says, I wish why do we wish so much????
This is so true for all of us. Why cant one be satisfied with one's life?
We always do wish for more and more and when our wishes don't get fulfilled, we complain.
I too wish to see some certainty in life. I am happy enough with the set of special people in my life... but why cant they be stable in my life, why does one go away or even try to come even more closer.
These small things matter a lot. I had promised myself to be upfront enough to people so that I don't get hurt or feel sad about anything in the course of dealing with people. But this is like a task for me. I just cant do it and even if I do, I see to it that I undo the same somehow. A very close friend had once told me that learn to say no, learn to speak out your views and opinions , which I do to some extent but when it comes to expectations of my people from me, I cant really compromise on that, I want to meet each of their expectations. But again, not at the cost of hurting myself.
But I end up doing that .
Why is one not sure enough about things?
Why does confusion exist in this world?
All of a sudden , it seems like, I am buried under a heap of rocks of confusion
and there is no way i can come out of it.
I want to breathe free, i want to escape from this discomfort.
I want to live a simple life, no complications involved.
I don't wish to run away from my problems, I am ready to face them all, but yes I want this to end soon.
I wish to get a solution to all of this.
I do not want to discuss about all of this to anyone.
I do not want to crib over and over again.
I do not want to be a pain in someone's life.
If I were wrong somewhere, I am really sorry for it.
I just wish to be strong enough to say a No, and with that and I do not wish to hurt my loved one's.
I hope I soon get over this with feeling.
